Day 165

I'm a day late lately, I know.

Picture: My hand

Background: The reason I haven't updated is because of work and this. I cut my hand open at work on Tuesday. It was a pretty deep cut, but it was clean. From there I was moved to an urgent care place where they put in 4 stitches. I'll be okay - things couldn't have turned out better, to be honest. Plus, I've been working like crazy and I'm hardly finding time to relax, much less take pictures. I will get back on track, and the day that I'm missing is still in my mind. But my schedule for the next two weeks is jam packed. I really am not sure if I even will have time to see friends at all.

Which comes to something else - I deactivated my Facebook. Some people have asked why, and I tell them it's for "personal reasons". Well to be honest, it was feeling like nobody really cared about me. I know people do, but nobody ever showed it. There's more to it than that, but that's the gist of it (and that's all I'll say here). I'm going to get back on eventually, just gimme some time, okay?

today's video is the last thing i posted on facebook...

Day 156

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Picture: I love you!

Background: If you knew me from high school, you know who wrote this. If not, then I'll let you know that it was from a then-girlfriend. The reason I'm putting this picture up here is because of this video I made...The note was a major part of my entry to a contest to maybe win money or a private concert or something. If I win, yay. If not, I'm pretty happy with my video regardless. It's kind of emo at the end, but I don't really care because it turned out nicely and I'm proud of it. There are a few pictures that aren't my best work, but I don't think that it detracts from the video all too much.

If you think I miss her, then you'd be wrong. If you think I don't have my mind go back to it now and then, you'd be wrong. But if you think about me at all, then I'm thankful. I made an interesting realization the night after I took all the pictures that went into the video. And the next night, the big 90's weekend timed a song perfectly for me. Yeah, it's all mysterious and vague. If you really want to know, go ahead and ask. I honestly won't mind sharing the details, and I won't bite your head off if you want to know.

today's video is the tune i made this post to...